Oh Alice

I'm sure Alice has many purposes, like teaching people step by step to do 3D Programming. I'm sure people don't need to know how to do this but i guess it's interesting to have jotted away in your brain, just in case.

Alice helped me understand by doin the step by step thing, I learn easier and faster that way. It's less confusing to me that way. But I don't like learning things by myself.

New Years

New Years is really weird for me. I like myself right now but I think I let people make me mad to much...I don't show it but I'm always getting aggrivated with my friends, random people, and my family. I think I need to just sort of ignore people more or get new friends or something.
Another problem I have is saying yes to much...I mean I used to be worse than what I am now, but I still get mad because people think they can have me do them a favor and then be rude to me and that makes me so mad!!!! If your going to offer me something then go threw with it. I think I'm just going to try to say no more. I am sick of being used and not being appreciated. Maybe people should make a New Years promise and quit being such mooches. If you offer somebody something don't get mad when they call you out on it and really want it. If you didn't want to give that person something you should've just kept your mouth closed.

I was just leaving a comment on someones Hollister argument and I brought up the subject of why they only make small sizes. I feel very strongly about this because I myself am pretty thick. Some people don't know what it feels like to go into a store and see something you just absolutely love and see that they don't have it in your size. Some people may say, "well then lose some weight." But that's easier said than done. I'm always dieting and excercising. One time I went four months eating nothing but salads and water, and sometimes yogurt. I went to the gym everyday...I didn't lose a single pound. I've always been thick and I don't think there's anything I can do about it. I want to be able to wear a size 6 pair of pants but i don't i wear a 13/14. When I walk into stores like Hollister and see they only go to a 10 or maybe a 12 it hurts. There is way more people out there that feel the same as me but things cease to change. I guess all of those that want to get skinny will just have to try harder just for some stupid company's that don't think we have as much money or something or they just don't want fat people wearing their clothes, what do you guys think?

For those of you that went to the game saturday, we creamed Riverside!!!! It was fun and everbody had a good time but what I don't understand is why we were getting into trouble over poor sportsmanship when riverside was being just as bad if not worse then we were. I just don't see how you can just ignore that they were doing the same gestures and other things that we were and nobody saw that but they saw us. It angered me alot. That's how I feel!!!

People these day

People These Days!!! Well everday i come to school i get more and more scarred of the future. I mean students fighting for no good reason, like just to be a bully. I hate it that today's girls think it's cute to be stupid. If your in high school and you "can't read", that's a scary thought about who will be running this country in the future. The decent guys don't find girls that are stupid interesting at all. I mean come on girls be the best you can be and I guarantee that you will get way more respect form decent guys than if you play like your stupid.
Guys...what's with this bad boy thing, that's cute when your like twelve. GROW UP!! You are not "gangster" your just an average guy trying to be something your not or as I like to call it being a poser. We are the future and if we keep going the way we are things are going to end up terrible. Let's grow up a little and be better people!